(written 6/28/6)
It isn’t
that deep down I believe there are god-like aliens of another dimension overlook our actions.
I give this under a 5% probability; thus that such gods would install a reward system has an even lower probability. That there is an incorporeal creator of the universe about one chance in a million,
and zero probability if you add to the proposition omniscience, omnipotent, and perfect beneficent. Moreover, if there are
gods of some sort, I consider it about a 5% chance that they want us to pray to them, and less than 1% that any one of the
major world religions have been molded by such super beings. Moreover, it is
much more likely that they would reward an enlightened skeptic such as Bertrand Russell than a Martin Luther. The analytic side concludes that religion is a human, social phenomenon,
like the belief in alternative medicines, ghosts, and how wonderful our political-economic system is.
Though
a skeptic, I still cling to a set of imaginary deities, for such thoughts are pleasing.
I was raised without religion and the gods whom I have had the greatest exposure to are the Greco-Roman group. I studied
Latin in junior high school, and first read the bible when I was eighteen. I
am a classicist, for I have spent more hours reading the works of that period than the literature, history, and philosophy
of any other period. Thus I imagine the gods to be like the idealized Jesus, free of the hell and devotion demands and expecting
us to behave godly. Now instead of just an abstract system of ethics (utilitarianism
for me), I also have imaginary, anthropomorphic buddies; ones who chide me when I fall below the standards of beneficence,
good example, and inner peace that their favorite humans have obtained. Such am imaginary friend helps me towards a goal.
The goal is—again leaning on the Greek wisdom--that of the good life, which
in Greek is eudemonia. Central to such life is ataraxia (another Greek term that is part of the English language). It is an inner calmness free of fears and unbridled
passions, for they would reduce the ability to obtain the purer pleasures. Purer pleasures are those which have minimal associated discomforts, such as those obtained through studies and the association
with friends having a similar view of the good life. There are negative passions
that are to be avoided include those associated with anger, loss of temper, cruel thoughts, and delight harm befalling others: A loving heart is happier. Thus it is essential to maximize the ability of the rational
side to control the animal side, but not to deny it. Reason is the guide for
obtaining the purer pleasures. The other major piece eudemonia is that of honor. This
conception of the good life I imbued my imaginary gods with. This combination
of ideals: of reason, of calmness, of inner peace, of pleasant thoughts, of honor,
of delighting in promoting the good, The gods are full of love. I strive towards
their perfection.
This
striving for god-consciousness is my religious quest. I enjoy such thoughts and
have written at length on this. The love of all things is a central part of that path.
Honesty
is another part of that goal. As Socrates said, know thyself. Thus I ought to reduce the conflict between belief and action. This website is part of my effort to live my faith. Thanks for visiting.